chase joy

When sorrow is your constant companion darkness has its own beauty.  Glimmers of light appreciated differently than can be experienced in a cloud free, cerulean sky. We are taught to fear the dark.  To watch leery for dangers that lurk in the night.  Alone in darkness is frightening.   Fear we believe in.  We live in.   … More chase joy

blame God

“First her feet were plunged into hot water, and her toenails clipped short.”* A 10th century court dancer, Yao Yang, mesmerized China’s Emperor Li Yu by dancing on her toes inside a 6-foot golden lotus.  Yao Yang bound her feet into the shape of a new moon.    Emperor Li Yu smitten with Yang, the national … More blame God

Sinking Deep

My friend stopped looking in the mirror as she became addicted to narcotics. It wasn’t being an alcoholic that broke her.  It was the combination of valium, percocet, and opiates washed down with vodka cocktails.  The mixer changing to fit the time of day.   Orange juice more appropriate for the am tumbler. I walked beside … More Sinking Deep

you are more

Values shift. What once was indisposable becomes irrelevant as circumstances change. When I was in the car accident, I grew anxious when it seemed I would be hospitalized during the Thanksgiving holiday.  I was despondent at the thought I’d be in the hospital on Christmas Day.   I could not fathom being away from my small … More you are more

peace is sticky

7 x 7 How many times?   49?   He can not be serious! It has been years.   Whatever the road – east or west, curvy or straight, sloped or flat. It is exhausting. The scenery differs, but the hard thump heralding the atomic destination feels identical. Painful.  Sorrow filled.  Anger fueled. I’m so tired. … More peace is sticky

broken hallelujah

Moses committed murder and fled.  In terror.  Alone. Saul hounded Christians to their death.   Blinded he shed his righteousness.  Became Paul. David lusted after a woman not his wife.  Slaughtered to have her.   Yet, the Lord led him beside still waters.   Restored his soul. Between these three flawed, broken men we have one sea parted … More broken hallelujah